Weigh-In … A Day Early

Today’s Weight: 209.0

Loss/Gain: -2.0 lbs.
Total Loss So Far: – 22.0 lbs
I am leaving to go out of town for a couple of days, so I decided to weigh myself a day early and post it. I’m pleased to have lost two of the two-and-a-half pounds I gained last week.
Being back on track and motivated to keep pressing towards my goals I know the weight will continue to come off.
I will check back in with you all after the weekend. Have a great one!
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Let The Record Show…

…that I jogged an entire one mile without stopping on the treadmill yesterday in 16 minutes.

YES!!!
I went to the gym and thought to myself, “I wonder if I can jog a mile yet?” So, I decided to go ahead and try.
And I made it jogging the entire one mile. Now, I can probably walk that mile just as fast, but I didn’t walk it this time…I jogged it.
After that mile I had to slow down the pace to a slower-than-normal walking speed for me, but I stayed on there another 10 minutes walking and then called it a day.
You have no idea how excited I was am about that mile. My good friend Stephanie asked me when I called to tell her about it, “When was the last time you jogged a mile?”
Um…in high school, about 18 or more years ago, when they tested us on the one-mile run/walk for a grade in P.E. Except then I always ran/walked it, because I couldn’t do the whole thing running.
So, at 33 years old and still over 200 pounds, I’m very happy that I was able to lift my load up and jog for a mile.
This is only the beginning folks. Have a great day! 🙂
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I Will Finish

As much as I didn’t like Tracy on TBLoser’s Season 8 she made a comment in her finale interview that I could really appreciate. It went something like this: “Before [in the past] I never finished what I started and now I have finally finished something I started.”
I can totally relate to that.
I have also been a person who starts things and doesn’t finish them, whether it be crafts, projects, or my weight. I get excited about something, I start it, I get a little done, but I don’t finish.
I’m not sure why this is. I think some of it falls under the contentment category. I buy a project to do and then something better comes along. Actually in the crafting area I think I just get distracted or bored, but in the weight area I think I get lazy and comfortable and maybe, I’m learning, even just a little bit scared.
Something I’ve learned this year is that I’m really nervous about actually reaching my goal weight and being the thin person I’ve always felt is trapped inside. I’ve always been the chubby, sedentary girl and becoming a thin, active woman would be someone very different that what my friends and family have known all these years. It would be showing them that I’m capable of something that is very hard to overcome and that is foreign to me.
Wow. There, I said it again. So, as far as weight goes I think I know a little bit of why I may never have finished in the past. And that being said, I know why I am going to finish this time.
I’m not going to reach my goal just to show everyone I can, but honestly because I think deep down there has always been a desire to be more active and treat my body with better care. I just never knew how to do it, or I never thought I could do it.
Yet, week by week, month by month I have learned about issues I needed to deal with and I’ve learned what tools I need to use to reach my weight loss goals. I’m learning what works for me and what I need to do to make it all work together for the good of my weight loss.
There have been tears, joys, frustrations and victories. It’s been a long, tough beginning, but I’m finally seeing some breakthroughs. There is still a long road ahead of me, but I’m ready to accept the challenge and keep working at losing the weight.
When I started this weight loss journey back in May I decided that I was going to finish it, no matter how long it took, and I will. I may come in “last”, but I will finish. I will reach my new ending. 🙂
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GO ME! :)

I just got back from the gym where I did 30 minutes on the elliptical and 10 more minutes on the treadmill. I upped my level on the elliptical to a 4 and even got up to a jogging pace a few times on both the elliptical and treadmill. Now, some people are jogging a 12-minute mile, but me just moving myself to anything faster than walking is a good thing.

After the bummer week last week I was so proud of myself. I also feel so much better!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So, if you’re bumming out or thinking you can’t do this…don’t give up. Trust me, if I can keep going on this weight loss journey and get myself back into a workout, then you can too!
…even during the busiest season of the year… 🙂
Thanks…just had to share…now continue on with your goal-reaching Monday! 🙂
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Staying Motivated


I am feeling much, much better today. Motivated. Ready to keep going. Ready to keep working on what it’s going to take to reach my weight loss goals.

This morning I received this article in my email from Spark People and it since it fit so perfectly with where I’m at I thought I’d share it with you all. You can see the original article here.
Have a wonderful, goal-reaching day everyone! 🙂

9 Hidden Reasons to Stay Motivated

Ways to Rediscover Your Drive

— By Zach Van Hart, Staff Writer
Everyone tells us to stay motivated. Our friends, our co-workers, our relatives say to keep going, don’t quit. Sometimes, though, you ask, “Why? Why try my hardest when it ends in disappointment? Why go through something when it’s going to hurt? Why?” Because it’s going to be different this time! Because you can’t accomplish anything that you give up on. Disappointments and failures happen to everyone. The difference between those who reach their goals and those who don’t is staying motivated. If you’re motivated, you’ll keep going. If you keep going, eventually you’ll reach your goal. Need more reasons? Here are 10 of our ‘hidden’ reasons to stay motivated. Use one or all of them to keep the fire burning inside you.

1. Confidence How did it feel after that first jog around the block? Or when you finally walked the stairs at work without losing your breath? The more you accomplish, the more you’ll believe in yourself.

2. Fit into that dress It’s been hanging up in your closet for two years now, just waiting to be thrown on for a night on the town. All it takes is for you to go that extra mile and stay on track. Before you know it, those two years will be ancient history.

3. Make the week easier Ever felt like a week was taking forever? It feels like Friday, but it’s only Tuesday? This happens when you’re not working towards anything. When you have a goal in mind, you’ll want to cook that healthy dinner or go to the gym. The week will not only go faster, but be more enjoyable.
4. Gives you purpose Every once in a while, we need a good reason to get out of bed. Here it is, right in front of you. Eat the healthy breakfast that’s going to jump start your day, go for your morning jog, or walk to the driveway and grab the newspaper. When you’re motivated, you have a reason to do what you do.
5. For your kids And your grandkids. And their kids, too. The healthier you are, the longer you’ll be around to watch your kids grow and to spoil your grandchildren. They’ll want you to be around as long as possible; consider this just another present.
6. Power of momentum It’s a scientific fact – something in motion tends to stay in motion. Momentum builds quickly and can lead to great results. Suddenly, you’re not only working for the goal, but also to keep your streak alive. Even more reason to reach your goals.

7. The ‘wow’ effect Picture this: Walking into a restaurant, you run into someone from high school, and their eyes light up. They gasp, “Wow, you look great!” By sticking with your goals, this can happen. Watch the “wows” add up.
8. Spread the spark When friends and family see how hard you’re working, they’ll wonder how they can reach their own goals. Guess who they’re going to look to for help? By staying motivated, you’ll not only help yourself, but others too.
9. Keep gaining experience The more you do, the more you will learn and understand. You’ll discover which tactics work best for you and which ones don’t. It’s like weeding out the garden – not the most enjoyable job in the world, but when you’re done, all that’s left are beautiful flowers. Keeping sticking with it and soon it will be all flowers for you.

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Me? Tired of Chocolate??

Friday I made peanut butter balls, chocolate dipped pretzels and yesterday I made two types of fudge. I will be making cookies tomorrow and putting together goodie bags for my husband’s dental class – 59 students.

So far I’ve had 3 peanut butter balls, some of the pretzels and a bite of each of the fudges to make sure they turned out okay. Would you believe that today I was thinking, “enough chocolate already!”.
I have no idea were that thought came from, but at lunch at a restaurant my husband and I were sharing a small brownie and I could only eat two bites. I was done with the brownie.
This is so strange to me, but I listened to my body and I stopped eating it. Maybe I’ll get lucky and not want any more chocolate for the rest of this month. LOL!!! It’s a nice thought anyway…
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Hot 100 – Update #8


It’s time for another Hot 100 Challenge update. I have good news and not-so-good news.

First off my goals for December are:

Scale Goal: Lose at least 5 pounds during December, also known as the highest weight-gain season of the year and baking time!!!
Emotional Goal: Enjoy the holidays without feeling obligated to eat or taste everything. Learn that I don’t have to feel like I’m missing out or deprived just because I choose to say no to licking the batter spoon every time or eating 3 cookies every time I bake.
The scale goal is nowhere near reached, but I have 20 more days to work on that. I’m not giving in to defeat just yet.
The emotional goal is being met partially. I baked some brownies for a Christmas party on Tuesday and did not eat any of them until I had a small one at the party. That was a big deal for me. Unfortunately, this past week has been crazy and I ate lots of brownies in the two days following. *sigh*
My really good news is that two days ago I wanted to give up on all of this – losing weight, exercising, cutting back on foods, etc. etc. but I’m back in a better state of mind today and I’m going to keep working on it.
Will I reach 199 by December 31st? I highly doubt it, but I’m not sure either. I will keep working on losing the weight and I will not give up.
It’s not over ’till it’s over!
Oh, and if you’d like to see how others are doing on the Hot 100 Challenge, hop on over to Steve’s Blog, Log My Loss, and check it out here.

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Weigh-In … Here’s the Damage

Today’s Weight: 211.0

Loss/Gain: + 2.5 lbs.
Total Loss So Far: -20 lbs.
Well, if you’ve read my blog at all this week you know I’m not surprised. It’s been one of the worst weeks for me since starting this weight loss journey. I’ve been battling a head cold and the guilt of not working out while trying to get better, and that along with the side effects of my monthly cycle have made for one BIG emotional week.
However, all is not lost.
Last night before I went to bed I was finally feeling glimmers that all hope is not lost and I will see this weight come off. I was so happy that I almost came to post about it. 🙂 I think the emotions were evening out and I was feeling back to normal in that aspect. My head is still stuffy and I probably won’t workout again today, but I know and feel that as soon as I can get my body back from this cold I will be back to my workouts. In the meantime I will be careful with my food.
It’s not over, folks and I am going to win over this addiction to food!
Thank you for your encouraging words over the week and for not giving up on me. While some weeks I hate weighing in because I know I have to report it on my blog to all of you, I am really grateful for the support you offer. When I read your comments and see that I’m not the only one going through certain issues I am encouraged to get back up again and keep going.
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Bummer Week

Well, I didn’t post yesterday because I had nothing “nice” to say. I could put on a happy face and tell you all some wonderful things, but honestly…I haven’t been feeling well. A stuffy nose and achy head combined with a Christmas to-do list and my monthly don’t make for very encouraging feelings.

Yesterday I just decided that I didn’t care about losing weight anymore. I was am tired of it all.
I’m tired of feeling yucky.
I’m feeling so guilty for not working out.
I have overeaten a few times this past week and known it.
I’m stressing a little, though I try and tell myself I’m not.
I’m tired of feeling addicted to food.
I’m glad for how far I’ve come, but I know I have so much more to do and I’m feeling like it’s never going to happen.
There I said it.
I know that once my head, nose and throat clear up I will feel better. I’ll probably even look back on this post and laugh a little, but today I’m not laughing.
My silver lining around this cloud of bummer is that a good friend of mine talked with me over an hour yesterday about these very feelings and was so encouraging. Then this morning my mom called out of the blue just to chat for a bit and that was a godsend. Oh, and last night my kids told me that I look skinnier, and a friend of mine asked last week if I was losing weight. She said she could tell I have a nice figure (yea…under there somewhere…[grin]). They’re so kind.
I know that I will feel better soon, and I know I need to take care of myself first or nothing else will get done.
I’m not quitting and I will not let my weight go back up. I’m only warning you that I’m not planning on any great losses showing up this week.
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Morning Funnies

Well, I’m a little achy (Aleve will help that) and feel a sore throat and head congestion coming on, but I have a little girls Christmas tea party to get ready for today.
Yes, I love to do this sort of thing.
My daughters are having a few younger friends over from church and we’re having hot tea, sandwiches and soup with some dessert goodies to finish things off. Then we’re making an ornament and doing a gift exchange. It will be lots of fun and the prep will make my day go by quickly.
In the meantime I thought I’d share some comics I received this morning in an email. They brought a smile to my face and I hope they do to yours also.





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